Wednesday, April 27, 2011 11:33 PM
Hi Sarath,
Thank you for bringing us so much joy and showing us the meaning of kindness.
I know you are now at somewhere peaceful, but probably still the cheeky and funny Sarath I have know. :p
I miss you.
Goodbye for the last time.
Yours,
Guan Ling
Sunday, April 24, 2011 10:25 PM
I need some 'me time'.
I don't wanna lose myself in order to try create more opportunities with him.
I still wanna be me!
Wednesday, April 20, 2011 8:12 AM
I remember I used to visit this blog written by a cancer patient. Her blog was an moving account of her cancer journey, and how the family and friends prepare for her eventual passing. She also shared her views on life.
I hold respect for this lady and her family. I hope you guys can find some comfort from the blog:
http://shinscancerblog.blogspot.com
2:04 AM
Some hope for miracles.
Some feel immense guilt.
Some try to be the pillar of support for the family.
Some want to be there with him for the last few moments.
But for me, I have accepted things as it is. I don't know what else to say to them. That's why I chose to remain silent. I feel like such a unfeeling and unsentimental person.
Tuesday, April 19, 2011 10:25 PM
Hi Sarath,
I knew I already said goodbye to you yesterday. But it seems like I could never say goodbye to you just yet.
Here I am outside your ward again. I thought I could just stand outside and say 'hi again' to you through the glass doors. But I guess I still have to tell u in person one more time - good bye my friend, i'll miss u.
10:22 PM
He gave us a treat for dinner today.
Really appreciated it. :)
It's really moments like this that I will treasure.
Wednesday, April 13, 2011 3:26 PM
I am feeling much better now, after having a casual chat with Sab. It had nothing to do with the situation earlier. But somehow it has pulled me away from that terrible feeling and drop me back into reality.
Sab, do you know that you have this amazing capability!? Thank you so much! I really feel fine now! =)
Well, I guess sometimes you just have to take one step back and look at the situation from a 3rd person's perspective.
2:31 PM
Hai~ To be honest, I am feeling very disappointed right now.
I know it is silly to feel this way. But..... I just can't help it.
I guess I have been thinking too much all this while.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011 8:01 AM
I nv knew this sensitive side of him.
He was teary when we talked abt sarath.
Monday, April 11, 2011 4:22 PM
It is a difficult time for everyone in the office right now.
For the past 1.5 years that I am here, I have not seen a day when everyone is so down.
It is nobody's fault, yet I know the guilt is in everyone.
We missed you Sarath.
Thursday, April 07, 2011 12:15 AM
I had been quite a sinner lately.
During the good times, Budhha was completely out of my mind.
During the bad times, I run to Him like a spoilt child seeking pampering and comfort.
This is not what Buddhism should be like. It should be a way of life. Practised and carried out everyday.
I think it is time to end. People feel sad, anger or suffering because we cannot put things down. I think putting things down doesn't equate to giving up. Perhaps it is a form of accepting? Seeing things from a broader perspective? I am not sure. Am still in the midst of learning and understanding.
Tuesday, April 05, 2011 4:19 PM
I am glad I did the piercing yesterday! I love it! =D
